” If you look for the bad in people expecting to find it you surely will” Abraham Lincoln
That quote really strikes me deep this morning. I have been caught in a growing struggle over the last few weeks. I am facing some unconventional parenting challenges and this has really been especially difficult for me. These challenges have really left me looking for the bad in my kids and overlooking to good, how true this quote really is. Shame on me!
After being with their father for 3 weeks of summer my children come home confused and corrupted. How can I teach them right from wrong when they go spend time with their other parent and learn that wrong is right? Where are the articles, books and advice columns on facing this challenge! This puts a whole new spin on parenting and I feel like I am failing.
I understand that they will be exposed to things of the world and negative influences through their peers at school and in various situations outside my home, and I am prepared to fight those battles. But when I look at the situation of my children going into their other parents home and are being taught and shown the opposite of the values and morals I am working to instill it feels like a losing battle and I don’t stand a chance. Where are the self-help books on raising your kids to know Christ and stay in Christ while learning how to be a bully with a potty mouth and how to not believe in God while spending time with their other parent!
Of course they love their other parent and look up to their father, that’s natural, they want to do and say things that please their father, so they are being taught to please him they should have a potty mouth and treat people disrespectfully and how fun it is to be sinful and live only for yourself at the same time being criticized and ridiculed for believing in God.
I just feel so stuck, I see all of these negative things coming from my kids and have been so focused on ‘undoing’ what has been done. But that is proven to be wasted time and effort. I need to regroup and focus on the positive and what I can do, focus on what power and influence I do have and trust God to fight the battle for me. I realize I have been hanging on…. have not been able to truly let go of this and give it to God. I know that I need to trust Him, He knows whats best for my kids and He has a plan for me and for them. I have been praying over my kids but I have been fighting to keep control and have NOT truly surrendered this to God. This is so much easier said than done to give up control….Lord give me strength.
Today I need to a reminder that God is in control. God gave me the privilege of being their mother and stepmother because He made me and knows what I am capable of so obviously He has equipped me and will continue to do so to be the best mother and stepmother I can be for our children.
1- PRAY-PRAY-PRAY and then PRAY some more, constantly be in prayer for over children, constant communication with God.
2-Instill God’s love and law in their hearts, bury it deep, so that when they are being submerged into worldly ways and sins whether it is with the influence of their other parent or kids at school, God’s love and law will be written in their hearts. God has control over the rest, it is my role to teach them and plants the seeds deep within them.
3- Reenforce in them with my unconditional love, I don’t want them to think my love is conditional, I will strive for them to know that I will love them no matter what they do or say, my love is unwavering and forever and I will forgive them just as God forgives me, I will love them by example, I will strive to be an example of Christ’s love in how I show my love to our children.
4-Do my best to gently and firmly correct their negative behavior, feedback and attitude without dwelling on it. Try and focus on the positive attitudes, rewarding the good behaviors.
5- More consistent and intentional family devotion and prayer, continue to instill God’s words and love into their hearts.
6- PRAY-PRAY-PRAY and then PRAY some more, constantly be in prayer for over children, constant communication with God.
7-When I start to feel defeated, like giving up, discouraged and like I am failing as a mother, to stop and remind myself, this is not my battle, this is God’s He is fighting it for me, I need to trust Him, GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME, ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD!!!! He is there in every situation, He will always be with my children, when I am feeling discouraged I need to remind my self to let go and trust in God, one of my favorite verses is a great reminder of this- “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous, do not be afraid do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
8-Don’t dwell on my past mistakes or failures, move on and learn from them, stop criticizing myself and stay positive.
9- Concentrate on where we do have influence over my children, in our home and conversation and activities, let God’s love and light shine bright enough in our home and hearts that it outshines the darkness they encounter everywhere else.
I feel like the Lord’s Prayer is very appropriate and fitting today…
“Our Father, which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth,
As it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive them that trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
For thine is the kingdom,
The power, and the glory,
For ever and ever.
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Ingrid, you might already have done this, but I keep a copy of Power of a Praying Parent close at hand. I love that it helps direct my prayers for my kids and helps me pray through Scripture for them. It might be a blessing to you if you aren’t already doing it!
Thank you Heather! I have not read that book but will definitely be checking it out.